The Teacher Roy

The attraction to the novels by Soseki Natsume led him to the fate to work as an English teacher of the language school in Matsuyama, the left upper side of the western island of Japan. With the gray hair, the blue eyes, the fair skin, the black jacket and the big blue marker in his left hand, he stood in front of the whiteboard of the room 303 every Thursday. That was Roy. After all, he was just an English man. The question of his age was the silent taboo of the class, just like the fact that Soseki meant nothing more than the previous man on the 1000 yen bill to this girl who only lived for 10 years. His tall figure and foreignness to Japanese culture were often seen as coldness to the eyes of hers, but he always enthusiastically hand wrote earthworm-like words on her report cards, which nobody but he could decode. On Saturdays, passing right in front of her house, he joyously rode his bicycle down the road, always heading for Dogo, where Soseki lived and loved. For her, all of these were the charms of his.

In 10 years, Roy was, of course, still an English man, but he retired from work and eventually returned to England. With the white hair, the red sweater, the outstanding stomach and his favorite novel, Kokoro, in his arm, he slowly sat down on the old brown wooden chair on the night when the snow decorated the view from the window of his apartment. In the early morning, when the snow was still there, he opened up his old-fashioned black leather notebook and wrote down his memory of Matsuyama with the earthworm-like words, which nobody but he had to decode. When the sun boldly painted the gray sky of London, he took Bakerloo line from Paddington to Waterloo to see his wife’s smile in the hospital, thinking how Piccadilly Circus changed since the time he dated her. As always, as soon as he arrived to her room, he sat on her bed with his black leather notebook and spoke of his memory to her, which she loved more than anything.

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The Thoughts on a Rainy Day

It is raining here in the west part of Germany today. I don’t like the way that the sun seems to be loosing its strength to uplift my mind, and I wonder what it feels like if I ever lived in England. Will I always be like this? I doubt not.

Coming from Japan, the European stone-paved streets provide me the sense of newness, reflecting the history and the culture I was not familiar with. And, I find them particularly stunning when they are covered with rain. The way they shine invite some kind of sorrow and sadness that I see beauty within, which is like some songs by Lana Del Rey.

And, I love the way a majority of Europeans seldom use umbrellas unless it rains badly. Japanese people usually tend to be quite vulnerable when it comes to rain and we easily rely on umbrellas even when it just sprinkles. But, I learned how good it actually felt to be slightly soaked in a rain here. After all, a rainy day is probably not as bad as it seems.

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